i want to live where soul meets body

dont_wanna_go @ 2006-03-28T07:48:00

2006-03-28T14:53:07Z

Stay out of the light. Or the photograph that I gave you.
You can say a prayer if you need to or just get in line and I'll grieve you.
Can I see you? Alone. Another night and I'll see you. Another night and I'll be you.
Some other way to continue. To hide my face. Another knife in my hands.
A stain that never comes off the sheets. Clean me off.
I'm so dirty, babe. The kind of dirty where the water never cleans off the clothes.
I keep a book of the names and those only go so far 'til you bury them.
So far and down we go. Touched by angels, though. I fall out of grace.
I did it all so maybe I'd live this everyday. Down we go.
Well never again, and never again.
They gave us two shots to the back of the head.
And we're all dead now.

haha i remember when me and Erik and Tony sang this... twas a good nite...

dont_wanna_go @ 2006-03-22T07:57:00

2006-03-22T14:56:15Z

♥

dont_wanna_go @ 2006-03-15T07:54:00

2006-03-15T14:54:06Z

good bye to you.. ur taking up my time...

im about to do all the things i dreamed of and i dont even miss you at all♥

dont_wanna_go @ 2006-03-07T10:34:00

2006-03-07T17:35:36Z

god bless the daylight, the sugary smell of springtime
remembering when you were mine
in a still suburban town

when every thursday i'd break those mountain passes
and you'd skip your early classes
and we'd learn how our bodies worked.

god damn the black night with all it's foul temptation
i become what i always hated
when i was with you then

we looked like giants in the back of my grey subcompact
fumbling to make contact
as the others slept inside

and together there
in a shroud of frost, the mountain air
began to pass from every pane of weathered glass
and i held you closer than anyone would ever get

do you remember the JAMC?
and reading aloud from magazines
i don't know about you but i swear on my name they could smell it on me
i've never been too good with secrets.
no…

and together there
in a shroud of frost and mountain air
began to pass through every pane of weathered glass
and i held you closer…

im happy now.. me and susantor are on good terms now!!!

dont_wanna_go @ 2006-02-14T07:52:00

2006-02-14T14:51:24Z

i miss blonde hair!!!!!! FUCKKKKK its time to bring it back!!!!!!

super stoked

2005-11-08T14:48:43Z

One day until its Format time!!!!

:]

2005-11-08T14:46:05Z

tis ben a while huh??? i hope all is well... sunshine isnt what it used to be... for some reason i cant stop asking why...

dont_wanna_go @ 2005-06-01T01:27:00

2005-06-01T08:34:19Z

Meet Ville Valo!!!!!!!my kid

dont_wanna_go @ 2004-11-28T17:22:00

2004-11-29T00:30:50Z

KIDSSSSSSSSSSS how the fuck are yas?? me ok well hella good! i got to talk to some good people and it was "wonderful" as my good pals the Used once said before me!!("Just a little") Well i've been really happy lately and it's all thanks to Tati and Mayra!! 2 good girls!! and my NUMBER ONE CHRIS!! love you babe!

here is somethign i hope you kids enjoy!! it's my baby girl!! damn i love her!

dont_wanna_go @ 2004-11-20T23:08:00

2004-11-21T06:51:23Z

I almost forgot how incredibly seXXXy this guy is!!! thought i'd add a few more of sexxy kids!Enjoy!guy in white shirt is Anthony Green a good pal of mines and the other guys are Saosin! Come Back Anthony! He's sorry guys adn you'll never get another singer like him...<3s to you seXXXy lads

dont_wanna_go @ 2004-10-13T18:01:00

2004-10-14T01:04:02Z

Hella good vibes today. i talked to teh "italian" and he had a lot to say. all in all he's well. me too. so how is everyone doing?hopefully hella well. Raven is comming over tomorrow! so hopeufully it'll be fun!!<3s! :] <3 to my sailor!!

dont_wanna_go @ 2004-10-10T00:09:00

2004-10-10T07:14:33Z

So i had a hella good night,i talked to Q,Bobby,Louis,Dave,Joe M.,Amanda A. and it was nooiiiceee. i <3 them niggas!!

Holla!!!!(aint no stopin me)

dont_wanna_go @ 2004-10-05T21:53:00

2004-10-06T04:55:16Z

Very happy!!i saw Kaleb and i havn't for a few, feels like foreevr! he's a brother to me!<3333s to you Sir Kaleb of Fergussion!

dont_wanna_go @ 2004-09-14T19:08:00

2004-09-15T02:08:42Z

Todays been a career day, futures made and fortunes lost as im standing in the lobby, im waiting for the elevator to take
Me away up to nine or ten, maybe eleven the sound of sirens fading as she whispers in my ear shes saying, its too late to
Wish success so get undressed and please just come to bed cause im the last real thing youve got youre cursed by all
Ambitious thoughts is that all youve got as for you, you spin a story like a spider spins a web see thats a metaphor, no
Wait, a similie im still learning but i think im getting better oh if im not tortured how are you ever going to relate ive
Been condemed by those i love, wishing me the worst as im trying my best but shes the last real thing ive got im cursed by
All ambitious thoughts is that all youve got love close your eyes and cover, cover your ears, for the end is near but the
Beginning is here in with the outro and out with the old i'm gonna tie all the loose ends i once pulled in with the outro
And out with the old (headed, paired, paired up, i really have no idea) for failure, from what we've been told in with the
Outro and out with the old with nothing to offer, so nothings been sold in with the outro and out with the old forgive me
And give me one more chance to fold in with the outro and out with the old there's nothing to lose when there's nothing to
Hold we'll be together in the morning... this good stuff!!!

dont_wanna_go @ 2004-08-24T23:10:00

2004-08-25T06:28:57Z

so moshin_maxxx isn't working so i'm very gured but hey it's cool.

so i feel a bit better. Chris's flight got delayed so he has to sleep in phoenix again! he called me twice and oh man i've never been happier to hear his voice. it's so awesome. so wow school sucked as usual but gab was there to make me smile so i felt comfy. all the gusy at teh table are such ass fucks i mean they are such a bunch of fags and so immature it's helicious... <3 mandles

dont_wanna_go @ 2004-08-13T16:33:00

2004-08-13T23:35:27Z

ahhh new stuff feels sooooo good esepcially new undies! I love it!!!!

Yiaaaaaa

2004-08-11T10:40:38Z

Cap Gunz are my new found glory! "reeking havok" is my new lifestyle well "our" new lifestyle... FUCKING FANTASTIC!!in yej words of my babe-er Ali Boulala

dont_wanna_go @ 2004-08-07T02:44:00

2004-08-07T09:48:16Z

THE SHOW WAS AWESOMEEEEEE(Green Day is awesomeeeee insider between me and sonny that turd boy)ahh well, all was well at the phycility entiled the Rock cranked some tunes and saw a few smiles a grand old time to sum things up....

"i'd like to run away i'd like to tsay a few thinsg to you about how i feel inside" Letter Kills is AWESOEEEEEE

!!!!

2004-07-17T05:27:52Z

Oh man i got new cds!!! way cool!!!!

whoa!!!

2004-07-16T01:03:29Z

I learned a new song on my bass The Vonbondies's "C'mon C'mon"

new!

2004-07-16T00:04:27Z

SO i started a new journal just for my pals here. It will always be about good things and not bad! Just for Gab!!